Wrongful Kiss Chapter 20: Road Trip September 16th 2011
Wrongful Kiss
Chapter 20: Road Trip
September 16th 2011
It was a pretty Friday morning. Thomas thought when he first woke up and went out side to see the sun shining, that he could be in Atlanta by the end of the day. It was not that far and at 65 mph they could be there in less than twelve hours easy.
What he did not know was that he was going to have a hard time getting everyone packed into the RV and ready to go.
Thomas was taking his morning coffee out side at the picnic table just as he had all week long and Ben and Eddie had joined him just like they had done every morning this week. The three of them set there for about an hour enjoying the talk and the sun.
But just when Thomas was getting ready to wake Dakota and Barry he had a guest show up.
First Doris Marla had stopped by to make sure Thomas was ready to start going to see a doctor as soon as they returned. He had to agree to do so in order to get his daughter to stop crying again after she found out Thomas had cancer. This had been another secret that he had not told her, and was hoping she would not find out, but Doris Marla had visited early in the week and tried to get Thomas to agree to go see a doctor, and when he would not do so Doris she had told Dakota about Thomas having cancer.
Dakota had not stopped crying till Thomas agreed to see a doctor.
Now Doris wanted to make sure Thomas was not going to back out of the deal and told Thomas she had already talked to a doctor friend of hers and to make sure to call her when he was on the way back so that she would make the appointment for a few days after his return.
After Doris was satisfied Thomas was going to call her, and had left, Dick drove up. He had a few more things he needed Thomas to sign and would need about three hours to get ready.
Dick had all his bags packed and Ben had loaded them onto the RV; at lease that much would be done thought Thomas.
Thomas and Dick spent over an hour setting at the picnic table talking about money and stocks and bonds with Dick making sure Thomas’s new will was in order.
“You can die happy now you old fool.” Dick told him, making sure Dakota was not around to hear him. He didn’t want her to start crying again; anything but that.
“I have the four accounts set up just the way you said, all of them waiting on a name signature.”
Dick had taken all the money that Thomas had given him, and all the money and stocks and bonds and set up four accounts in the name of four people. One was for Dakota, and one was for Kelly. And then Thomas had also wanted to set one up for the little girl, Kelly’s daughter, Tasha, and also another account for his son, if he was alive. If not then that money was to be used for needed kids in some kind of grant program.
He still needed the boys name but would have to wait till they could talk to Kelly to find out what it was. And that was even if he was alive. Thomas did not even know if his son was alive or not.
In all, each account had close to half a million dollars not counting the value of the stocks and bonds and each was set up in a way that the money could not be removed all at once.
When they had finished going over the accounts and any other details the two could find to argue about, Dick said he would be back in about three hours. He then left.
For the last two days Dakota and Barry had been making up for lost time, and they were trying to pump up the baby as Dakota called their actions. Barry added he was just making sure that Dakota got all the minerals she needed for the baby. They would both be grinning. Everyone was tired of the joke already but Dakota and Barry didn’t seam to notice. They still thought it was funny.
And because of all the hard work making sure the baby got it minerals they both over slept Friday morning and it was noon before they were up and out of bed.
Dakota was not a morning person to start with. And now all the extra night work and being pregnant was slowing her down more than normal. No matter what time morning come in at, she was going to drag ass but now she was drag assign more and had Barry jumping to her every need.
In between rubbing her poor feet and fetching her food, Barry was loading needed items into the RV, and then rubbing her feet, and bringing more food and loading more needed items, then rubbing her back.
Only Ben and Eddie had been ready to go on time. Eddie had been in the RV all day and had not only cleaned every spot of the camper, but had placed every item in its own little cubby hold. He knew where everything was. Eddie had even hung his and Bens and Thomas’s clothes up and had set aside places for the others to hang theirs.
He had offered to hang Dicks that morning but Dick told him no that he would take care of it when he returned.
Thomas handed Eddie a box and said put this in a place where we can get to it fast if needed but where no one can find it. It was his gun.
“This gun was given to me by a very close friend. And it has never once been used in anger. Lucky for me the one time I did try to us it, it jammed and would not fire. Other wise I might not be here today.” Thomas laughed.
Eddie then noticed that Thomas had a second gun on his waist. His eyes dropped to the gun and then back to the face of Thomas.
“That one has a story also.” Thomas said. “It also jammed once when I tried to use it. It will not jam the next time.”
Eddie’s smile left his face and for the first time he wondered if the future was going to be a short one. He had a fear sweep over him; a feeling of doom.
Dick returned on time. But then there was another problem. James William worked for Dick. He had worked for Dick for a few years. Dick trusted the man. James was going to school now part time to become a doctor.
Dick and Thomas had talked it over and it had been decided that James would come stay in Thomas’s trailer to watch after the animals while they were away. James was okay with this because he lived in a boarding house and Dick was going to keep paying him for working. He would not have to go to the liquor store while Thomas and dick were gone. He could just stay over at the trailer, and watch the animals, and study.
Now James was late getting here. He had been in Dallas for the last two days and was on his way but was going to be a little late.
Thomas did not want to leave until he had let Dog and Sooner know that James was in charge. Other wise they might eat the man.
James did arrive and Thomas introduced him to the dogs. They already knew him but Thomas had never taken the time to let the animals know that James was to be obeyed.
This took another hour. But now that it was done, Thomas felt better about leaving the dogs here for a few days without him.
It was late in the day when they were finely ready to leave out the gate.
Dick Spray had owned a RV and they were going to use it but when He and Ben had taken it to the local RV dealer over in New Hope to be serviced earlier in the week the local RV dealer pointed out how old the RV was and had talked Dick into looking at a new RV.
The new RV now belonged to Dick Spray and Thomas Saratoga. Dick had used his RV as a down payment and had asked Thomas if he wanted to share payments on a new one. Thomas said yes and Dick and Ben had picked the RV up the day before.
Dick had also charged half of the down payment back to Thomas and told Thomas he was going to take it out of his future pay checks each week.
Thomas just told him he was an old fool. And should have just paid for the RV out right with the money Thomas had given him.
The new RV was a lot nicer than the one Dick owned. It had room for more passengers. It had two small bed rooms and a bath. A kitchen and living room combo were up front next to the driver’s cockpit which had four captain’s seats.
The two rear captain’s seats could turn 360 degree and face toward the driver or the living room. The living room had a TV-DVD entertainment center and a sofa.
There was a full refrigerator, and a stove top cooking area. There was not an oven but there was a microwave.
On Thursday the RV had been serviced. The water tanks filled. All fuels and oils were checked and filled. And even the tires had been checked.
The only problem was that the road that Thomas lived on was small and unkempt. When work trucks come through things sometime fell off the trucks. And the next vehicle coming alone would pick them up, most of the time in a tire.
The RV had picked up a nail when it had been driven down into the yard yesterday and the nail had not made the tire flat all at once but had taken a few hours and no one had noticed it till they were ready to leave.
Thomas was not happy. After all the setting around he had to do on this day waiting for everyone to get ready, now he had to wait for the tire to be fixed. That took another hour to fix because they found out that there was no spare.
Ben was able to fix the flat, while Barry drove to the auto store to buy a pump.
James William drove to New Hope to get a spare wheel and tire from the dealer who said he was very sorry that the RV had been missing a spare. The spare had been taken out the day before and the service man forgot to replace it.
The only thing good about the day so far was that Ben had slept part of the day after making sure the RV was ready to go. Ready that is, except for the tire, so other wise he was ready to go and drive all the way without stopping.
So by 6:30 Friday night Thomas thought they were really ready to go. But before they had pulled out of the gate all the way, the Marla’s had pulled up to block the RV.
Thomas Marla was named after Thomas. The two were best of friends, and Thomas really cared for the boy.
Thomas, the younger, called Tommy, was thirteen. When he was born his mother named him after Thomas the older. And because of that, the boy loved his uncle Thomas. That was what he thought of Thomas as, his uncle.
The Marla’s had no other family, just the mother and father, and the two boys.
When Tommy had heard that the older Thomas was going on a trip he had wanted to go also. At first his mother had said no. But then the father had countered this with a yes, but only after hours of debate, sometimes heated, and only after Thomas the younger was able to convince his parents that he was ready for a trip like this without them, and that uncle Thomas would never let something happen to him.
Tommy had also told his mother that he could watch out for Thomas for her and make sure he went to the hospital if he needed to. Doris Marla liked this ideal.
Thomas was home schooled and did really good in his classes, so that was no problem. Thomas had used this as a focal point saying he had always performed well at every task he was given, and that they could now show that they had trust in him to be the son they thought they had raised and prove to him that he had earned that trust. His ploy worked.
So the RV had not made it out of the drive before the Marla’s had pulled in front of them and Tommy had jumped out of the car and ran into the RV. Thomas was headed out the door as Mr. Marla and Doris passed him coming in with a duffle bag and a notebook computer bag.
Doris backed Thomas up till he was again setting in the seat behind Ben. Then she started telling Thomas how sweet it was that he was allowing Little Tommy to go with them. “He has so much loves for you, you know.” She said.
Thomas did not say anything.
“Mr. Thomas, you be sure to watch him and don’t let him take advantage of you.” Doris was giving a warning but in a way she knew would not make Thomas upset.
Thomas didn’t get a chance to say anything before the Marla’s had said good by and turned and left.
Dakota had already taken Tommy into the back bed room to store away his stuff, and Ben had started the RV again and started driving down the road before Thomas was even sure what had just happened. It was his road trip and they had all ganged up on him and taken the trip over.
He looked around and seen Dick watching him.
Dick had a grin on his face as he looked at Thomas. “Any one else you want to invite before we get on the high way Thomas?” he asked.
Ben looked around, not catching the meaning of Dick’s words, he asked, “Do we need to stop again?”
“No Ben! Drive.” Thomas said. “If anyone else tries to get on this bus or stop us, then run them over.” Thomas was not mad, but he was close to it.
An hour later Thomas set all alone in a seat behind Ben watching out the front window, his memories rushing past the window as he dreamed of her face and wondered if she would even remember him.
He was on his way to see Kelly. What would she say? How would she feel? He didn’t know. He knew how he felt. He was remembering that beautiful morning way back then, when he had first seen her, her beautiful face. He remembered he could not stop looking at her.
Kelly’s mother was so mad that day. But then she was always mad. The woman hated the world. And Thomas thought she had a reason. She had a hard life he had found out later. She had never been given a break. And then she had to die that way. It was just not right.
But Kelly was not like her mother. She was not like any woman he had ever known. But then how could she be, she was not a woman. She was a little girl. Well not little really. She had been more mature than her mother. But still, he had never known Kelly the woman, the real woman. He had known Kelly the mature little girl.
He snapped his self out of his dream. Don’t start the damn crying again. He told his self. You have been through it a million times. What was is what is and it cannot be changed.
Thomas closed his eyes.
The RV pulled up in front of the house. The door opened. Thomas stepped out.
“Are you sure you don’t want one of us to come with you?” Eddie said.
“No Eddie. I have to do this alone.” Thomas replied. Something was wrong with this he thought.
Thomas was now standing on the sidewalk. There was a wall there. In what was the middle of the house were a set of four steps.
Long steps he thought. Behind him on the street was the RV. The door still open, Eddie was standing in the door. He had a smile. Thomas seen a black hand touching Eddie’s shoulder, then Eddie closed the door. Thomas was alone.
The four steps ended at a walk which was followed by four more steps that ended at the front of the porch.
Thomas did not want to walk up those steps. But he knew that he had to. He had promise himself that he would. And he knew that for her, for Kelly, he would. It was only right.
She had the right to spit in his face. She had the right to slap him. She had the right to kill him. It did not matter. He would still love her. He would take what ever she gave him. But he had to let her choose to give it. It was her right.
He had no choice. He stepped on the first step. The iron hand rail on each side, were dirty. They were chipping of paint. And there was rust.
At one time they were beautiful. He remembered them. This had been his old house. He had lived here when he first saw Kelly. He had been setting on that very porch.
He reached the top of the steps then turned around and looked for a way out.
I can run to the truck. He thought. I can be gone before she even knows I am here. He knew that he could not do that. He could not run out on her again. He could not do that. He had to see her. He wanted to see her. He wanted to see her so bad. He wanted to hold her. He wanted to kiss her. He wanted to love her. But he was so scared.
She will hate me. He thought. She will hate me. God help me.
His legs would not move. He tried to walk. He tried to walk to the next set of steps. But he could not make his feet move. They were stuck to the ground. He could not move his feet.
With both hands on the rails, he was doing all that he could to hold himself up. His whole body started shaking. His legs weak, he fell to his knees. He could not get his breath. Just before he hit the ground, he felt the strong arms of Big Ben.
“It’s okay Mr. Thomas. We can come back later.” Ben was picking Thomas up. “When you feel better, we will come back.”
Thomas was dead weight, trying to catch his breath. He had tears in his eyes. The damn things were always wet most of the time now days he thought.
He looked around. He saw Eddie standing there. The boy had a beautiful face, young, with yellow hair, and youth. That was what it was.
Eddie was young and beautiful. But most of all he was innocence. Just like her.
She was a child. She had never hurt anyone. She was just looking for someone to protect her. She had turned to him. And he had hurt her. And now he could see her tears as they rolled down the face of a young beautiful Eddie.
The tears that Eddie was dropping were for Thomas and the pain that he was feeling, but the tears that Thomas dropped were for her. And the pain that he had given her.
But the real tears that mattered were the tears that she had dropped. And they were his tears, because he had made them, and now he had to take them away.
He had to try to take them away; try to make them right. No, he had to make them right.
Two of his friends were here right now. They had saved his life. And for what ever reason, they had given some time of their life so that they could make a right out of a very bad wrong that he had caused.
These two people were standing here, and they were hurting because of him. They were hurting because he had hurt another. And now they were hurting for him, because they were his friends. And they cared for him.
They felt what he had did was wrong, he could feel it in his heart. They could see no right in it. They could not understand. They did not like it. But they did like him. And for him they were standing here with him. To except the punishment that should be for him alone.
“I cannot do this.” He said.
“I know Mr. Thomas, don’t you worry none I will get you out of here.”
“No Ben. I can’t do this. I cannot let you do this. Put me down.”
Ben did not put Thomas down. He had Thomas now in both of his arms. And he was not going to let go.
“I will take you away from her Mr. Thomas. You don’t have to do this.”
Ben was not going to let anyone hurt Thomas. “Eddie and Me, we will take care of you.”
“No Ben. Put me down.”
For a second both Eddie and Ben looked at Thomas, both saying no with their eyes, but both wanting Thomas to do what he had to do. They both wanted Thomas to do what was right.
“Put me down Ben.”
Ben put Thomas down. As he did, Thomas grabbed the iron rails with both hands. He felt better now. The excitement of the moment gone, he could catch his breath again.
“You two go back to the truck.” He said.
Both started to say something. But he stopped them.
“I will be okay.” He said. “I need to do this.” He looked them in the eye.
“I need to do this for her.”
Ben and Eddie turned and went back to the RV. Thomas watched them go.
As Ben and Eddie went into the RV, Thomas turned toward the next set of steps. He started walking. As he reached the bottom of the set of four steps, he stopped. He was watching the door. It started opening.
The weakness came back. Only this time he could not give in to it. This time he could not fall. This time he had to be strong. For the first time in many years, he had to be strong. For her, he had to be strong.
The door opened. A beautiful woman stood there. She is an angel, He thought.
Kelly had been setting in a chair. She had been reading a book. But she could not keep up with what she was reading. She laid the book down.
Something is wrong, she started breathing hard. She had a warm feeling, a good feeling. Everything is going to be okay, she thought. She dropped her book.
Tasha was setting there on the sofa. She had also been reading a book. Now she put her book down as she looked at her mama. She smiled, because of the smile on her mothers face.
“What?” she asked. “What’s wrong?”
“Someone is at the door.” Kelly said.
“I’ll get it.” Tasha said as she jumped up and started toward the door.
“No.” Kelly screamed.
Tasha stopped in her tracks. He mother had raised her voice. Not at her, but she could feel the cut that the scream had left in the air.
“It’s for me. I will get it.” Kelly was already walking toward the door, Tasha right behind her.
Kelly touched the door knob. She stopped. She looked at her daughter.
“It’s him.” She said, as she looked at her daughter.
“Who?” asked Tasha?
Kelly looked at her daughter. Then she turned toward the door. She opened it.
Kelly and Thomas looked at each other, eye to eye, breath to breath.
Their minds raced back, each in thought, each remembering a love that had filled them both with life. A love that had kept them both living for these many years; A love that had both cherished memories, and also memories of pain that had killed the very life that it had saved.
For the one part of eternity, they looked at each other. Both filled with the love that they had felt for each other. Then the pain stabbed them both. Kelly slammed the door. Thomas dropped his head.
“What is it mama? Is it him? What’s wrong?” Tasha was jumping around. Kelly was standing in front of the door. Her back to the door, as if she could hold him back. If she stood there, he could never come in. He could not get past her. He could not come back into her life.
Tasha was trying to get the door open. She could not. She stood there, her mother holding the door. “Let me out mama.” She said. Her mama had tears now. But she would not move.
“He hurt you.” Tasha said. She was mad. She wanted to fight. And she would. She would hurt this man that had hurt her mama. She ran to the window.
Thomas stood there for only a second. He had regained his strength, his will power, he had to. He had to be strong for her. He had to make things right, for her.
“She is even more beautiful than I remember her.” He said to himself.
“She is going to kill you.” A voice said. It was in his head. He thought it was anyway.
“She is gone to get a gun.”
“No, she is gone to call the police. You are going to jail.” This was another voice.
“I hope she kills me.” He thought, but just as fast, he changed his mind. If she did that, then she would go to jail.
“Don’t kill me my love…” he said. “I am dying, and I just want to make things right for you before I go.”
He looked at the door. It was as if he could see her standing there, on the other side of the door. Her body was there, calling to him. He had to go.
Thomas walked up the last five steps. As he did he could see a small face looking out the window right at him, looking him right in the eyes. That was the face of a little girl and she had murder in her eyes.
When Thomas reached the door, he did not knock. He did not ring the bell. He stood there.
“Open the door mama. He is right there at the door.” Tasha was now standing in front of her mother.
“Open the door and I will kick him.” She was standing in a karate stance. She was ready.
“Open the door and give me a chance. I’ll show you what I have learned.” She was not scared. She just wanted to hurt the man that had hurt her mother.
“You will do nothing.” said Kelly. “I want you to go to your room now!”
Tasha stood there. She did not move.
“I am going out there. Kelly said. “You will stay here. Do you hear me?”
Tasha said “Yes.”
Kelly turned. She took a deep breath, she open the door.
Thomas was standing there. He did not move. He did not say anything. Kelly walked out the door, causing Thomas to step back. Kelly closed the door behind her, but Tasha was already standing at the window.
In the truck, looking out the window, Eddie was smiling. Ben was not. Both were looking at the man and woman standing on the porch looking at each other. Neither one was moving.
“What do you think” Asked Ben, looking at Eddie?
Eddie returned the look them smiled then looked back at the people on the porch.
Both Eddie and Ben thought that things were going to be okay. Just for a second. Then the woman hit the man. Not a slap. The woman hit the man.
Her fist closed. She hit him with a round house punch across the chin.
Thomas spun around, a 360 degree spin, and as he did, he fell backward. If not for the rail of the steps he would have fallen down. But he was able to catch the rail, and keep himself from falling.
The punch had not broken anything. But that was a surprise in itself. If nothing was broke, then it was no fault of hers. Kelly had put all she had into the punch. And with his age, Thomas should have fell or at lease felt a broken bone.
Now he stood on the first step. “Thank you.” He said. “I have been wishing for that for these past twenty years.”
“You son of a bitch” was all she said.
“I know.” He said. “I just came to give you something.” He reached into the inside coat pocket.
“It’s not much, just some money, something to help you and Tasha.”
“You stay away from my daughter, you fucking monster.” She said. She turned, and started into the house, but before the door closed he had sprang across the porch. He grabbed the door, with her halfway inside.
“I am dying.” He said. Their eyes locked. He wanted to grab her. He wanted to hold her in his arms. He wanted to kiss her forever.
And she wanted to kiss him. She wanted to take him in her arms. She wanted to return to the love that they had shared in a life that had died and past away.
“Die.” she said “Just fucking die.” She pushed him back and slammed the door.
When Thomas opened his eyes he was crying. He could hear a scream coming from all around, but did not know from whom.
“She hates me” he screamed.
Barry and Dick were holding him down. Eddie was crying also.
“No she don’t hate you Thomas. You are dreaming. It is just a bad dream.” Dick had him by the hair of the head.
Thomas stopped fighting. He was getting no where anyway. Barry was strong as an ox he thought, too strong to be so skinny.
“Let me up.” Thomas demanded.
Dick let go of Thomas and backed away.
Barry was a little slow and got a back hand across the face as Thomas started to fight his way free again.
After Barry let go and jumped back Thomas set up straight in the seat. Looking around, he saw Eddie.
“I need a drink Eddie.” He said.